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Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 3:06 AM

hello reader :P
day was super weirdo and angry for me x.x
I hate the day like today , fucked up !

and also this post I think will have loads of badwords .
cause I'm fucking bad mood , I hate today :(
really , fucked up day much >.< !

well , today went to school .
nobody was there except Jasmine was sleeping .
while waiting friends come , was listening to music .

then man yee came , and only wai yen & chii yau :]
talked with them and Jasmine woke up .
and also it was a raining day in the early morning which mean that we no need to go basketball count for checking our attire .

then went to our own classes and waited for teacher entered the class .
but I accompany wai yen to locker so went late to class room ..
so it was science period , had science quiz .

I blank all of the question !
haha . but but but I answer 2 question :]
had civic after science , nothing to do also .

do our own thing in class , after civic had bm .
copied some thing then rest . teacher never teach also !
then break time , something happen to me again .

Friendship happen again .
although you're not saying the people name , but till I also know that you guys were saying me .
it was very obvious .

and don't say what I also have 自知之明 and all those .
what 自知之明 ? and keeping on saying back about people .
please , think before you talking about bad people .
try to think what if a person do the same thing like yours to you ?

what's about your feeling too ?
I thought you already tried it when it was last year ?
still remember how people treat you like last year ?
just like now how you treat people , so U.N.P.O.L.I.T.E !

and also making people to hate you .
okay fine , I was the one who kept on shut my mouth up during break time .
I just don't wanna to say out all my feeling that moment .

cause I know you guys are planing want how to argue with me right ?
yea , you guys don't need to say I also know :]
your pattern same as last year , only for this year those new student don't know only .

fine , I'm still waiting when you guys want argue with me .
the only thing is never change and it's you guys want to argue with my long time ago :]
haha , fine .

after break time had Chinese class :] ( double period )
sat behind kawai & wai yen , alone in the dark !
lol , quite good when I was sitting there .

nobody will see you , nobody will bother you , nobody will disturb you .
but too bad , today wen zheng asked me " why are you always emo during Chinese class ? "
lol , I gave him a smile and continue doing my work .

I was no mood to chat with him , really .
I kept on thinking about the friendship thing , thinking thinking and kept on thinking .
sad at the moment and just because of the friendship thing ?

maybe ? whatever , after Chinese class had maths class. ( double period )
concentrated what teacher had taught , and kept on do another question of maths .
it was so hard to do , but at least I tried my best :]

I hope I'll pass my maths on my final exam .
if not I'm going to retain >.< ! so I must to study hard :] so after maths had lunch again .
wai yen don't have remedial for today .
so Juliana , wai yen , a gang of boys sat on the bench there for accompany Jun Liang for duty .

he damn C.H.U.N !
hahahaha , in fact prefect is in duty cannot sit down but he did !
then penolong principal passed by he faster stood up !

LOL ! everyone was laughing him because his moves was super funny !
then played and fooling around there much with them :]
no stress only got happy ! :D

really , I got long time don't have the feeling already since my form 1 friends all had changed school .
then then then after lunch time had English ( double period )

the 1st period was nothing happen but too bad .
the 2nd period was spot-check !
oh my god ! I thought my phone is going to confiscate !

and the time the prefect asked for spot-check , I suddenly terkejut !
TIO SHOCK ! oh my god ! hahaha !!
but at the end also don't have :P

haha ! when the prefect called us to line up .
boys at the back and girls at the front .
so I slowly go to the front and kept on thinking want keep my phone to where .

I purposely line at the last , nearly teacher x.x
I don't want they so fast to check me then I lined at the last there .
and finally I took out my phone faster hide at my back there .

phew phew phew ! damn freaking scare the phone will drop down wei !
lol ! then Juliana told me " where you put your phone ? my phone almost drop le ! how ?! "
hahaahahahaha , guess where she hide ?

she hide at the front there ! ( skirt )
damn chun , every girls hide at there but me hide at the back !
hahahaha fine , the prefect can check nothing of me :P

then after that girls check , boys were still checking .
then Chii Yau kept on ask those prefect that " underwear you also want to check ? come come "
hahahaa ! chun you :P

anyway this year school spot-check is become more & more garang liao :(
last year we no need take out shoes for checking one , this time need already !
phew , lucky I didn't hide in my shoes ! hahaha .

so after spot-check loads of people were discussing where the phone we were hide to .
these & those blah blah blah . haha !
teacher never say anything also :P

oh yea and stupid ! I know who call teacher to spot-check already !
the Erika who is philipino lost her iPod then she want school for a spot-check o0o
damn you much ! GRRR !

iPod lost already ma !
buy again la stupid !!!
check check check , go principal office check la sohai ! =.="

so after English had moral ( single period )
lol , teacher wasting time there playing with us ..
haha ! nothing to do what :P

after moral then after school already .
damn damn damn ! heavy rain + moody + argue with my sister in school infront of my friends !
fucked up !

not going to say all about that , fucked up !!
GRR super angry :(
anyway damn pai seh lo !

1st time at my friends front argue with sister so LOUDLY !
fucked o0o !
super no mood now already .

tomorrow I don't know how I'm going to face those people who was in the class saw us argue .
shitness ! fucked up ! bloody hell !
fine fine , went back home mom didn't say anything .

then bath , ate dinner and came online .
then dad was back , asked me some thing about tuition one .
wow , sentosa ! LOL .

can I don't want ? I want bukit tinggi !
LOL ! cause always after tuition can straight to go aeon shopping ma .
hehe! but never mind la , told dad that I want tuition there already .

LOL ! fine fine fine , I want to go tenby school then I must to 付出代价 .
haha ! okayy ! anyway I can't wait for next year meeting with jeslyn babe !
oh my god , I can't believe that I'll meet her again ! hahaha

so happy !
tenby tenby tenby ! I'M COMING !
muahaha ! :P

anyway , just receive Jesper , Ka wai & some people msg .
LOL ! thanks shiiro ah gong , Jesper &kawai for the care :]
thanks for caring about me :)

I'm fine , don't worry :)
anyway now I'm chatting with my dear qpenn :P
and also ' some people ' LOL !

not going to mention who's he :P
lol , he can also my best buddy :]
while chatting , I'm also listening to music which is 3 sing by Britney Spears :]

nice song nice song :P
haha ! thanks my shiiro ah gong intro ! :P
ah gong is not going to school for tomorrow which mean I'll be very bored without him !

haha he always makes jokes to me and also plays with me .
haha ! but tomorrow he's going to China , so he will never come for tomorrow :(
okay , I gotta go now :P ciao readers !

Loves ,
Siew Voon .