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Saturday, October 31, 2009, 8:37 AM

Oh - Yes - Halloween :D
haha ! hello readers !
today is halloween !!

any one going to clubbing ?
or party ? haha !
hope everyone is happy in halloween :D

anyway wish everyone that Happy Halloween yea .
oh ya , really sorry about these few days I never update my blog .
its because I got no time to update , so sorry yea .

anyway exam is coming .
next monday , its start my exam life until next friday .
I really hope that I can pass all my subjects and change school .

I don't wanna to study in this school again .
I hate the life that I'm study in this school .
is so damn stress ! lots of friendship problem .

so I must study hard and get a good result .
and which mean that I can change school easier !
if my result is good , what school also will keep me one ! :]

that's only my hope for now ! :D
I really want to change school ! change to Klang please !
I hate Subang life lots ! so damn fucking lots !

anyway my Klang's friends & I are planning to go back primary school and aeon when last day of school .
so we still planning this thing whether on or not .

but I hope it can on la :]
cause I got long long time never see them already !
so damn freak miss them ..

it can make me think about lots of when I was in primary time .
how happy was that , how fun was that !
it wont be like now , want to face those bitch ! damn retard wei !

so yea , still planning :]
I hope the time can pass faster abit leh !
I want faster to grow :D

not the height , is the age :)
I want 18 years old !
or bigger than that but not too old :P

haha ! its my free time to be myself !
I mean what I want to do and I just do only !
freedom lots ! who don't want ?

I can hang out everyday , every night , every seconds :D
I think I'll be super enjoy when I'm 18 or bigger than that .
I can buy lots of thing I want and because I got my own work :)

I get salary every month $.$
haha , who don't want this life like that ?!
and who want to like me now facing lots of those fucking friendship problem in Subang & facing those exam ?! it's so damn fucking retard !

oh ya , sorry to wai yen that I cannot attend her daddy's birthday party & halloween party yesterday .
cause you know , my parent don't allow me go out before final exam .

So , sorry yea dear :D
hope you can understand me :)
you know , you know what I'm thinking about , muahaha .

anyway today was okay , but moody .
and pek cek the whole day wei !
today mood is not that really good at all .

so damn fucking moody & don't feel like chatting with friends .
but I chat with lots of friends just now .
and now I told them that I don't have any mood to chat so say ciao to them :P

anyway just now was chatting with wiind , Qpenn , Eelin , Jeslyn , nick , Ah hou , justin & Joash .
and now I'm chatting with nobody :)
don't feel like chatting right now , damn moody ):

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my feeling :D

I hate those bitch that always do something to me !
Don't they feel tired ?! even they don't tired but I'm so freaking tired to face those fucking problem !

I really hate my secondary life , its so damn fucking suck lots !
Subang ?! I hate it !
most of them are really fucking lanci and thought that they are rich and can do anything they want !

what the fuck ?! pfff !
So what that they are really rich ?! ( sorry some of my friends who are in Subang , I'm not saying on you guys , don't misunderstand please )

so , do you guys can understand me ?
no , no one will understand me !
you guys did lots of the thing which hurt me lots like hell !

what you guys did to me ?
use your brain and think it back la !
you know who you are , bitch !

do you remember how many times you betrayed me ?!
I don't think that you cannot even count !
you know , you betrayed me lots of the time .

fine , and now ?!
you are being people's dog !
what a poor doggy , huh ?!

so what if she have lots of people support her ?!
support her not mean by respect her , dumbass !
and don't forget that she also betrayed you , and she make lots of people misunderstand you that you are a thief !

never mind , people who like you this dumbass are don't know how to control themselves .
cannot even control themselves to be a dog !
so damn bitchy la you all :)

like to play those silly & lame game .
don't you guys feel tired or lame or whatever ?!
stop acting innocent in my front please , be yourself .

you are always fake all the time and even you also don't know that WHO ARE YOU !
I don't think that you are come to one's sense wei !
and also you don't know that you are dog or human right ?!

walao , stop acting in my front away , I cannot tahan already !
it's so damn fucking annoying okay !
anyway , who you think you are ?
you think you are big enough ?! pfff

you are just a lil bitch or dog for them .
and since you be their dog , I started to look down you this person !
I'm so damn freaking shocked that why you will became their dog !

and since when you became their dog huh ?
it's not you kay , you are not yourself again .
you had changed lots !

and the reason you changed because , you know the reason .
and everyone can see it obviously , they can see theirselve
I hate the type of you now , and also them :)

I hope I could never meet you guys , bitchy !
how good if I wouldn't meet you guys !
if I don't meet you guys and now I won't be facing those fucking friendship thing .

and it make me cannot even concentrate on my study .
you guys know I'm always friends be the first in my heart .
but now , you guys are so pro and you guys make it to the last in my heart ( friendship )

for me , friendship is so fake !
none of the friendship is forever for me , now :)
I trusted them lots and what they did to me ?! betrayed ?!

is this they all need to return to me ?!
if yes , I rather I go to die la !
I hate the life like now , damn it lots !

I hate those bitchy are around me .
I hate those bitchy are acting they are innocent in my front .
I hate those bitchy are always being fake .

at last , I hate you the most bitch !
you know who you are , no need to ask others people that who I'm saying at .
ya , I wong siew voon are saying on you right now !

is saying bad about you !
how ?! wanna to whack me ?!
come , welcome to whack me.

after whack me lets my lawyer bring you to police station and lock up you in police station forever !
and I'll call my lawyer to sue you ! :D

sue you , sue your family ! :P
see who win , don't think that you are so big in this world .
still got lots of people are pro - er than you , but sure I'm also include cause you are too damn stupid :D