This Close.

When You tell them that I'm your friends !

Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 11:18 PM

Hello people :P

skipped school today ` good good good :)

and yea , woke up when it was 12.40pm

receive chang lin's message and red it

replied her as a polite =.="

so after all that brushed teeth , washed face , bathed and all that .

and went down stair ate my lunch * I skipped my breakfast too !

after lunch came and online until

just now viewed her blog and she wrote some thing about me .

and now I won't do anything to you so since you said you got your own reason for not going to forgive me

and I'm so sorry that made you misunderstand the ' he ' is him .

the ' he ' isnt him , so you can no need to worry :)

still , in my mind you're my best friends also even you don't believe in friendship .

and really really sorry that because of me made both of you argue ` I'm sorry

day without you is really really

I miss that time when we spent together

How happy was that and now how sad is this ?!

the reason they will exclude me it was because I don't know how to speak a proper english .

and you're the one who don't exclude me and you told them loudly that " She's my friends ! "

I was very happy to hear all bout that , that you said " she's my friends ! " with your finger was pointing me !

and we started to talked to each other also and slowly became best friends , best ji mui :)

this year when the 1st time we met in the restaurant and I only know you live in klang also .

and started from that day we became more and more good !

everytime I went to the restaurant also met you there , and you told me that's fate .

I was very happy that I got this kind of best friends like you

but too bad and too sad , when it was july which is in 2009 year , we argued

until now , you still don't wanna to forgive me with your own reason

and from that day I receive a lot of prank call from some poeple

I know who's that but not going to mention their name

so ? I cant do anything with this problem also .

I cant control them not to prank call me or anything .

this is their choice to playing me and their way

But does they all think about my feeling ?

If they don't , how about you ?

I thought you'll think about my feeling and stop them to do that .

but at the end ? you're not helping me and you join them too !

I was very sad all about that .

everyday I keep on think about how good with you before we argue .

those sweet , happy , sampat memories with you , it was really really happy

I remember that night when we went to some people birthday party

your parents fetched me back

and before fetched me back , we went to old town ate our dinner .

because we said we not full enuf .

and your mom joked with me and I though it was really .

and you guys laugh at me and I also laugh myself

The happiness , I can't say it out .

It must feel it yourself and you'll know what's the feeling with you guys .

all happiness was with me when your family & I .

together with you guys , I can only feel that what's happy and forget all about my sad thing

you guys really can made me laugh like shit

and now , everything had changed to bad .

bitter memories , all with me now

maybe for you also but I don't think so

Now your life is without me and you're very happy

because from that day we argue you don't ever believe in friendship again .

I really hope that one day you can forgive me without your reason why dont forgive me

I want back the feeling like what last time we haven argue .

we laugh , we shared our secret to each other , we shouted , we ate together every breakfast & lunch .

everything I remember

I really hope that you can forgive me one day

because in my mind you're still my best friends ever even thought we're argue .

Loves ,

Siew Voon .