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Thursday, September 17, 2009, 2:17 AM

oh yes people ?

haha ! had changed again my blogskin ! :D

cause everyone came and complain to me that cannot read my diary and all those .

haha ! so I think it was the blogskin problem and I changed it :)

so today was okay .

but just a lil bit sad of something which is friendship problem :(

anyway today jasmine teo absent and I was so bored in the class .

early in the morning went to basketball count lined up for checking attire .

and Dr.Shih said tomorrow no school ! * hoooraayyy !!! *

and guess what ?

now I only know those stupid rules which can make loads of people hate aren't Dr shih set it .

know who ? that's mrs.tan ! oh my god , cannot even believe it la !

mrs.tan ? eww hate you already :)

and everything is none of Dr shih busines right ? haha !

he don't even know when is the locker time which mean when only can go locker take our books .

this tuesday wai yen & I went to locker and took our books during class time .

and that time saw Dr shih came , he saw us taking our books and he still said " study hard "

and smiled with us .

which mean that if he set the rules cannot go locker during class time and that time he'll scold us

but he isn't . he still smiled with us :)

and now I only know all the stupid rules also mrs tan set one . eww !

and set the rules already don't let Dr shih know ?

what the hell , cannot believe it ` really .

ahh nevermind continue blogging :D

so after lined up at basketball count and went to locker took our books and went back class .

never studied also , lame ! except K.H period .

haha ! K.H period did account :\

and also teacher gave us the file which want it when pmr to finish it .

teacher lent us some of the form 3 people files to copy , cause we got loads of the thing haven't even complete yet .

and teacher also gave us some time to complete .

which mean by after science must give back those files which is form 3 people one to teacher .

so rushed rushed rushed rushed rushed rushed !

haha , anyway thanks junior helping me to complete some of that work .

and also helped me to arranged the paper :)

ngam ngam finish science period and I had done everything :P

passed up the file which is form 3 people one to tracy ( monitor ) and she passed up to teacher .

haha , so after science is geo period :\

do nothing in the period , listen my mp3 during geo period and read the book which is ' princess in waiting '

haha ! it was a nice book to read :) readable readable !

so after geo it was english ! D:

went late to class and the ah mak asked me why I'm late and bla bla bla !

haha ! she thought that I cannot even speak english , but who knows ?! I SPOKE BACK TO HER!

haha , kept on finding problem with me but too bad , that isn't easy finding problem with me kay

hahahaha ! want finding problem with me ? slowly wait :P

so after english was lunch time .

bought the oily chicken and went to remedial with manyii & jen sin .

aww ! mr kenny went to party and forgot he have remedial today ?!

nevermind , waited him for so long and doneven said today no remedial !?!?

GRR nevermind , we went to canteen find wai yen they all to chit chat .

and after that went to library .

jen sin , yerim & I were the same table but manyii , wai yen & kawai were another table .

so manyii , wai yen & kawai went out and we didn't even know .

and jen sin told me loads of thing , and started from there , I was so upset when I hear all about it .

I cannot even believe that you know ?!

haiz , nevermind bahs :\

I cannot control them to love me or like me or whatever .

this is their choice :]

after lunch went back to class for sej period .

teacher gave us the answer and then do our own thing .

listen to mp3 and started read my ' princess in waiting ' book :]

after sej had moral ..

moral ? so free there and continue my mp3 and also ' princess in waiting ' .

haha ! whole day so free !

then had bm after moral :D

ponteng bm and guess what ?

haha ! stayed in my class don't go for my bm setting :P

lazy to walk la ! haha

plus teacher also never teach one !

so stayed in my class and waiyen , jen sin & venessa came .

chit chat there and junior came and drawing =.="

then jun yee saw me and he said " wah siew voon , ponteng ke ? haha ! "

I was like " huh ? yes ? so ? haha ! "

sorry jun yee I know I was cold as hell but no choice , not in mood that time :\

bla bla bla and after school .

so bored ! went to locker put back my books with wai yen and waited for wai yen took her bag .

then only we went to 1B waited for my sis and she waited for her driver .

went down and saw my sis's car came , so left school & back home .

currently chatting with danny & alvin .

listening fire burning which is old song if I'm not mistaken and facebook - ing and also friendster .

Friendship must be always like that ?

I know that you guys hate me , but still why you guys acting like very good to me ?

I just don't understand that .

and why you guys always saw me when a far apart and you all run away ?

hide at me ? okay , nevermind . I'll leave you guys and I'm alone okay ?

you all just want me to be alone there , so if you guys success already you guys will be happy ?

if yes , I'll do that to myself :)

and yea , hate me straight come to tell me .

no need talking my bad at my back kay .

that isn't funny and entertaiment for making fun of me or saying me bad at my back .

you guys treat me like this since I argued with her .

but do you stand me here and think about my feeling ?

that was how hurt when I know you guys were gossip about me at my back .

cant you guys just stop it ?

try and think what if people do the same thing to you ?

what you'll feel it ? hurt right ?!

plus you guys is my best friends wei !

I cannot even think that you guys can did this to me .

someone told me that got the half also my wrong .

okay fine , I know I'm wrong but atleast I'm changing right ?

why can't you guys just give me a chance to change ?

why you guys don't even to give me a chance ?

I know I'm not that perfect , but still I'm also the human being .

I got feeling one . not cold blood one !

haiz , not in mood now .

signing off for dreaming .

Loves ,

Siew Voon .