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早一步先说再见！

Thursday, September 3, 2009, 2:14 AM

Today is Thursday and also school day ._.
went to school as usual and talked to friends as usual too :)
forgot to wear PJK attire and go out myself =.="
all the prefect & teacher cannot even see that I didn't wear PJK attire .

haha ! so good right ? but till I went out by myself without give people catching .
cause I saw wai yen & Juliana got caught by ms.sally , and also I went out to accompany them .
muahaha , see I so good huh !? HAHA ! joking :)

and after all that went to stuff room looked for mrs.tan ( penolong principal )
oh ya , before that wrote a letter in stuff room that the reason why I didn't bring my PJK attire.
and only we went in mrs.tan's room looked for her .
today her mood is it very good ? Din't even to scold us , haha ..

then after that went to canteen took my bags and went to locker took my books only went back to class .
went to class and started sampat with jasmine :)
laught , shared , sho po with jasmine today !

felt happy also and long time don't have this feeling already !
played played played and break and lunch : 0
lunch time went to maths remedial and study there .
after lunch and also after remedial went back to class and played again =.="
then it was sejarah time . ( fucked up , I hate the period and also the teacher ! )

something bad happen in sejarah period , went to stuff room looked for mrs.tan again !
damn you la ! stupid malay !
I know you puasa very hungry , but you hungry also no need to 发泄 on me one right?
babi betul la awak ! once again see your car still got tayar or not la ! ma de oOo
Dont think that you're malay then all the chinese should scare of you .

I tell you la , you can live until now it's because of we all ( chinese , indians ) give you all malay people money de lo !
Don't think you malay then you very big okay ?! malay also need to die de .
what if chinese & indians don't give malay money ? huh ?!

stupid ! sure die de la ! remember what you did to me today !
after went to stuff room nothing happen come out .
mrs tan said nothing and call me go back to class so I did :)
ms suria asked me why I went to stuff room and all those bla bla bla la .

LOL ! explain some of the reason to her and continue talking with jasmine =.="
LOL ! jasmine become " yan nine po " ( read in cantonese ) today ! haha .
then after ms suria class it was bm .
bm , changed setting and also the last period :)

so my bm teacher still is ms suria , LOL !
her class so good , never study one . ( only sometime study nia )
took out my phone and started sms because teacher never teach also .
plus that time was going to finish school :)
and also took out my mp4 to listen music .
muahaha ! so relax .

and * ringggggg * after school already .
went back to my class and waited for wai yen to locker AGAIN !
after locker and saw my sis reached already so went off school and also went back home

the 1st thing when I went back home is slept at the sofa there and slept for a while :)
LOL ! after that sis went out to teach piano and I only woke up use her laptop .
the reason that I using her laptop because my comp spoilt again , damn :(

and now also using her laptop ` haha .
currently chatting with danny , alvin & joseph .
also listening song , facebook , friendster & blogging : o

转移目标 :)
但没那么得容易，说到做不到。
但是我肯定会努力的“转移目标”

相信我，我一定能做到！
哈哈！
把现在的绣雯丢掉，找回以前的绣雯 :)

就如 Sushii 所说的！
对，丢掉现在的自己，找回以前的自己。
哈哈！！从 Sushii 那边学回来的。

我非常的不满足现在的我。
根本就是一个废材。
做会以前的我比较好。

习惯以前的我，讨厌现在的我。
哈哈！我爽就好。
不用你们来批评 :)

你们自己对我做过什么你们自己懂就好。
不要把丢脸的事都给外面人知道，让你们更丢脸而已。
你们自知之明吧？
不要问我，我在讲的是谁`你知道是你就好。

还有，那个“转移目标” 我一定能做到的。
不然我会更痛苦。
我不能同时跟另一个人公私同一个的人。( 你应该知道我在讲你吧 :) )

所以也就是说，我先退出。
我早走一步，早说再见，早离开痛苦。
长痛不如短痛！我宁可选择短痛！
像你咩？咬着不放，恐怖到死！

我的东西都是要由我来亲自选择，轮不到你们来帮我选。
我的东西，我的自由，我的权利，一切都是我自己亲自来选择。

我喜欢怎样就怎样，喜欢谁就喜欢谁。
轮不到你们几个八婆来管我。
还有，拜托你们分清楚什么是爱和喜欢的差别。

爱和喜欢是有很大的分别。
如果你们还要讲我花心还是什么鬼东西，随便你们。
反正是你们的乌鸦嘴，我才懒得理你咧！

我爽就好。。
如果为了你们要爽而弄到我不爽，很不值得涅！
我才没有那么的笨整天给你们几个东东骗到东转西转的。

Oh ya , got to go now .__.
LOL ! okay ciao awesome people !!

count down for someone birthday is coming !
4 days more !

Loves ,
Siew Voon .