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Crazy In G.R.E.E.N !!

Monday, August 31, 2009, 9:28 AM

Hello people !
Oh my god , tomorrow is going to reopen school !
NOOO !! can don't reopen school ?
I started to love more in work already without a reason !
oh ya , maybe it's just because of G.R.E.E.N !!

Oh my gosh , saw someone today past by my dad's shop !
and I was like wth ? why he'll be here one ?
haha ! nothing to bother about it so I just don't care about it .
but stupid enuf !
when I went to toilet I saw him work at the phone's shop there .

LOL ! and he said hi to me and I just went " hello " and just go away !
haha ! I know I'm stupid okay !! LOL .

and also I saw more than 5 leng zai today !
muahaha , good good good !
and started to love with my G.R.E.E.N !!
GO GO GREEEEEENN :)
I love you and I always do :P

and kanasai much , when it was 7.30pm the whole shopping complex damn quiet !
haha guess what ? the only place will be very noisy and it's restaurant !
all the malays buka puasa jor :)
and less people were shopping around .
fooling around with ah chun :P

and saw green again ! haha ! the whole day I kept on see him :) * how good !! *
somebody said the green looks like girl ! wth , haha !
nevermind , just don't care about it :P

bla bla bla and when it was 9.30pm , mom fetched me and went to the store fetched dad & ice as well :)
went to a restaurant which is in bekerly * klang * da bao for me .
and also after that went back home bathed , ate and also online !
that's all for my today :)
GO GO GREEEEEEEEN !!!

I love you but what can I do ?
and yea , just go with her without me okay ?!
I tried to give up you but its hard for me .
But I'll be still trying to give up you :)

You hurt me a lot , a lot and a lot .
and that's one of the reason why I'm going to give up you .
I just don't wanna to live in darkness .
I hate everything that what you've done with me .

Yea , maybe you're the right one but can't you just use another way to do it ?
You know if you do that to a girl and how much it's hurt with the girl ?

I just don't understand what you're thinking about .
What you want to do and you just do it .
Don't you think before when you do everything ?
Do you know that's really hurt for she & I ?

And for sure that I won't wait for you .
It's hard to wait around for something that you know might not happen .
But it's harder to give up when you know everything you ever wanted !
Do you get what I mean ?

No matter that I'm still loving on you .
the matter is is she still loving on you or are you still loving on her ?
And also she's a nice girl , don't ever to play her okay ?!
She snatched you away from me and not mean that she's bad .
She just want you to pay more attention with her and also love her more than everyone

I won't blame her that why she snatched you away from me .
I won't blame her what she did to me also .
I won't blame her that she's finding her true love with the wrong way .

Maybe you think that why am I still stand at her side .
cause we're girl , I know what she want and what she need just like me .
If I love you and sure I'll give up you .
I know both of us is impossible and you know because of the reason why .

nowadays my tears is always follow - ing me .
and you know what's the problem with me .
And now I won't cry with just the stupid problem .
I'm trying to give up you and love another people .

I know it's just a puppy love and I won't take it serious .
Do you know what I'm trying to say with it ?

Do you loved before ?
Do you know what's the real meaning of ' love ' ?
Do you even know how much it's hurt for me ?
Do you think before all my feeling ?

I hope that this won't happen on me already .
Love her don't love me :P

Loves ,
Siew Voon .