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我不会去恨一个我不在乎的人。
Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 1:11 AM

Just now went to see what she sent to me de message .
I miss that time when we spent together .
but now still can be last time so happy ?
she had changed a lot and she'll never ever change back .

she started to treat me as a stranger since 29.3.2009 .
that day was celebrated my birthday party with my friends and she was absent .
she asked me how was the fahrenheit concert when 28.3.2009 .
I replied her it was okay and Im busy now .
so she went " okay , bye " .

after that I sms - ed her and she don't reply me .
and still now , I don't even know that she changed her phone no. which is new one .
she didn't even tell me that and now I only got her old phone no.

maybe is my " it was okay , Im busy now "
this message made her angry with me ?
Nothing else can say with her already .

like last friday , our school canteen day and she saw me in screaming park .
I just said a hi to her and she just went " oh hi "
and it was so cold that time . she didn't want to talk to me .

and when in msn I asked her why today so quiet and she went " nothing to say "
okay . but if it was last time ? non stop talking !
how come it will happen to me ?
I thought our friendship is never end ?
and now ? haiz .

feel like losing a friend and never come back again .
friendship is always like this ?
I just don't understand her .
as she said " nothing to say " , this words really hurt me a lot .

and now she got her new life , new friends . and everything is new .
we don't argue , we don't fight & we shared , we laugh , we trusted .
all this became to past . and now ?
we just keep quiet like what you said , nothing to say .

I hate myself because I wanted to said " Im busy now " and made you angry me.
I hate myself because I always be like that to you .
I hate myself because I just don't save you back to me .
I hate myself because I don't know how to appreciate you when you was my best friends
I hate myself because we just go with " nothing to say

and now what can I do ?
I just can let her to calm down and don't angry with me .
but will she do it ?
I hope so .

I post about this because I care about her .
I post about this because I treat her like my best sister .
I post about this because I wanna to say out loud what Im thinking about

I don't care what people say me .
I don't care what people comment about this post or me .
I don't care what people do to me with this post .

I just care about you & I will be very good like what we have done last time .
and I think now our friendship have a big gap with us .
I hope our friendship don't have any gap so .
and last , I hope you're well .

Is this calls friendship like what people always says ?
anyone can tell me ?
confusing ..

loves ,
Siew Voon .